Lately I have been feeling really discontent, at Home, Church, Work, with Family, Friends and especially by myself. I have no idea what it is about. I’m on school holidays, I have 14 days off, I should be feeling good, but I’m not. I often feel just sick in my stomach for no reason. I think it is a stress thing but it seems more than that. Yes I have a lot of stuff I need to do that I was hoping to have done before this time in the holidays but I am almost convinced that it is more of a God thing than a stress thing.
When I listen to worship music in my car and a song particularly resonates with me I almost feel like throwing up, When I read my bible in the morning I feel angry that I haven’t absorbed it and I get angry at the trivial nature of my life and all the self-induced rubbish I have packed into the day.
Am I going crazy or am I just experiencing a God induced mid-mid-life-crisis?
I’ll let you know when I find out
Just a Thought.